Hey kids wanna buy some drugs
Welcome to Florida
This is especially funny for me because on the radio this morning they were warning kids who go to one of the elementary schools in Titusville to watch out for gators since one had been hanging out where the kids walk to school on the first day hahahaha.
The way you let me down hurts.
I’m letting you go but it’s not easy.
I want to call you & ask why you would be so reckless with a heart made of glass but I don’t think it matters to you that my heart shattered because you aren’t the one who has to pick up the pieces.
You’re never around to pick up the pieces.
Sometimes I want to remind you that even though your words killed every flower growing inside me, I’m still alive & capable of being beautiful..
But I know you don’t care, you never did. You loved me out of convenience which has me wondering if you ever even loved me at all..
Today I watched my phone ring as you called, I was just too exhausted to talk. And plus, It hurts to hear you lie to me. I don’t want another excuse or apology.
I just want the kind of love I’ve given you.
Maybe we’ll meet again one day when you’re not so broken and I’m not so jealous. Maybe one day we’ll be right for each other and it won’t be so hard for you to love me. I really hope that one day we’ll reconnect because no one has ever caught my heart in quite the same way.
But that day isn’t today. Today, you’re too broken and I’m too pushy. Today we don’t quite work out and as much as I care for you, I can’t keep pretending that we do.
So I’m saying goodbye. But maybe one day, I won’t have to.
I am ready to leave this place. Forget about everyone I know. Pack up and disappear. I am tired of the memories that linger around every corner of the meaningless routine that is draining my soul away. I am ready to go. No goodbyes or explanations. I am ready to start over.